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[03 Nov 2005|03:51pm] |
jackson sucks...
i am ready to be done and walk away...
when do things change? how do you know what you want?...
I've seen you puke...
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[22 Jul 2005|03:17pm] |
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school... and more school.... next week is finals...
i have no idea what is going on... or if i am making the right choice... iam feeling like i am contained to this little area, and it is not the bubble although no matter where i go the bubble is there....
some how scott and i managed to catch my feet and legs on fire... i have burned the top of my feet and burned most of the leg hair off from my knee down.... this was last night after working on the dirt bike for a few hours... anyways....i think it is close to .... oh and i cant wakeboard for oh like a week at least...
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[27 May 2005|10:22am] |
well the weddign is tomorrow. kevin and jac's that is. not really sure how i am feeling about it. all i know is that the cottage is calling me.
i replaced a the headlight bulbs in the car last nite. one was burned out so i did them both.. the problem is that they only had the bu;lbs witha blue tint to them... so now i feel like a squid driving at night with my beautiful blue headlights....
next weekend is a camping trip to the dunes. i am really looking forward to that..... uh...
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[11 May 2005|10:17am] |
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school is never ending for me... but it is all good. Lucus' b-day went down and was a lot of fun. fireworks make any party so much better. i have been haning out with kevin alot which has been amazing.
the home life is good. i am really going to need to find a job for the summer cause i am one broke kid... other than that all is well... hopefully i will get to wakeboard soon like tomorrow, but who really knows
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so i broke my RC car last night. pretty much sucks. i am starting to feel the squeeze of school. which also sucks. i was also the biggest jerk ever last night. which also sucks.
but am all ready to go for next year. which is pretty good i suppose. my cross cultural is also set for may 2006. other than that i am fat outa shape and broke....
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[21 Mar 2005|10:29pm] |
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spring break... Virginia died. this pretty much wrecked my spring break. but kyle is back so i hung otu with him for a day. kyle and scott and i laughed the entire day. it was great. on a side note anna was around for the entire end of the week. so i didnt really get to hang otu with scott as much as i had hoped. but whatever. scott and i hung out sunday which was great Dustin came over and brought the dog. so it was cool.
Virigina. i dont really have a lot to say about this. V's family is straight up crazy, but i care about most of them so much. i have lived there two years and only met half of her sons. but what ever it is not my problem. the family told scott and i we dont need to move out right away so that was good...
as far as where i am going to live this summer i have no idea. most likely my parents place. i am not sure if i can handle that or they could handle me there. kyle said i could crash at his place... but that would be a party every day, which might kill me. the problem is that i need to take classes this summer. if i didnt then i think i would try to live at the cottage all summer... and work some lame job. but school comes first.
i got to talk to alisha almost every night. so that was good. she made me little letters for each day and that was so great. anywho i am pretty sure she had a great time... even though i missed her
i did spend time with my little cousin Austin over break. and my uncle Jim. we played pool at their house for a couple of hours. so that was good
scott and i went snowmobiling on my old sled and had the best time ever. we crashed and rode through crazy peoples feilds... it was just awesome
St. patties day i saw cassie for her special day. she is doing so good. i am proud of that girl.
all i can think about right now is summer right now...
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[11 Mar 2005|01:02pm] |
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[10 Mar 2005|11:29pm] |
V's back in the hosipital. but she is atleast in the warmth of Florida. I might be flying down there to see her!
snowboarding on tues. i needed it so much. it was just good. i rode pretty well. the first time i ever rode a pipe, a crappy pipe but i went after it anyways. the park and i created a special bond. i think it liked my butt cause i sat down on a lot of stuff. but my confidence is slowly coming back. i htink this weekend i will go up by myself and ride. who knows
kyle comes home soon. he is feeling so much btter and i think ashley being out there was good for him as well.
i finally decieded to take care of my mobile phone and get it fixed, but this time it is being fixed for free. so that was a happy thing to hear.
Alisha and i had dinner tonite. we went out for the first time in a long time. i wish i could take her out more, but everyone knows that i am poor... which doesnt make for going out too often.
laundry and i have a hot date for all of spring break. not my favorite way to spend it but i have other things i am looking forward to if i dont go to florida. which most likely i wont be.\, but hey it is always good to have a dream or two
it snowed this afternoon... cars were everywhere but their proper lanes. i pretty much hate the soccer mom in the SUV that thinks she can drive however she wants because she is driving a sliding tank. dumb drivers really are not cool.
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[07 Mar 2005|10:51pm] |
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i am going snowborading tomorrow... and if i ride like trash for the third time out i will not be a happy camper on weds. scott is at the bar right now... and to be honest it sounds so much better than being here working on this paper and having this feeling in my gut about if i should really go tomorrow or not...
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[07 Mar 2005|01:40pm] |
how bout some thankfuls!!!!
my parents coming down and taking me to dinner
lindsay staying the night and haveing a great time
alisha for letting my sister stay with her
sorta doing homework on sunday
seeing the family sunday
riding the snowmobile with my girlfriend... who also drove it!!!
going snowboarding tomorrow (tues) with scott cram and noah... should be pretty sweet
finding a barbie ring on my desk that opens up and is filled with chap stick.. so if you want some chap stick you know where to find me
talking to lucus... and hearing about all the good that is going on in his life... but lucus the girl called again... whats the address... i will take care of the issue
talking to cassie and hearing that she is doing well and the her health is stable lately
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[03 Mar 2005|10:22am] |
so it is pretty much set... well it is. Alisha and I are for real boy/fgirl friend dating style.
i watched back to the future last night. the first one. talk about crazy.
thankful:
being motivated here at school
all of my friends
not being a sissy any more and asking out THE girl
Kyle calling me and telling me he is feeling better and the possiblity of a new wakeboard boat!!! <more on that later
My brother and that he is happy with his job and finishing school soon... Now if he would just buy a house
snowboarding with friends even if i rode like trash... the bad days make you realize ow much better the good days are
my PARENTS and all of their support and love
Lindsay for being a little sister who makes fun of me, and still lets me pick on her
and that spring is officially here
and a new razor to shave with
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[25 Feb 2005|12:36pm] |
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well it is fri. my philosophy class has been cancelled twice this week. can't say that i am complaining about it. but it kinda seems wrong to have the same class cancelled for funerals.
gran turismo 4 is rediculous. i am in shock at how good it is. it makes me happy, but also takes up so much time.
i talked to cassie forever last night!!! she is doing so well. i can honestly say that i am so happy that she is doing well. her family is crazy, but she is doing well. hopefully i will get to see her soon. she is on spring break this week.
i think i am going up north to snowboard. scott still doesnt know if he has to work on sat or not. but i guess we are going up. his explorer is haveing issues and a CEL keeps comeing on. so if we go it is going to be 3 deep in the golf. not looking forward to that. but whatever.
Alisha comes home tonite. and that brings a smile to all...
and that is all...
oh i got new clothes. fun stuff
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[23 Feb 2005|06:12pm] |
the weekend
FRI- did nothing but sat at the house with scott and played with RC cars. almost have the buggy back too operational.
Sat- when to Ann Arbor with the WHOLE family to visit my uncle who had a hip replaced. THat night scott and i went and hung out with Nick who i havent hung out with since i was like 19. we watched old skate movies of ourselves skateing... while nick and scott skateing. me pretending.. they drank alot. scott got pretty much wasted. i drank a 22 and called it a night. around midnight we left and picked up annna... scott was slurring everythign. it is so funny to see that kid drunk. it is the only time he tells me he loves me and that he is proud of me. not sure how i should take it... but it is nice to hear. anna took care of scott.
Sunday... slept through church. then we went to Denny's. it snowed that night. and was still snowing.then we went to my parents house. i got the tractor out and plowed out the driveway. taled to alisha!!!! so that was amazing. by the time i left it was close to dark and it took me FOREVER to get home... i think i didnt get over 60 miles an hour.
this week in school has been pretty lax. not much homework in the classes. but next week is going to be brutal.
this weekend i am going to crystal.. one of the last times i will get to throw down on the snowboard.
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[14 Feb 2005|11:55pm] |
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so... i have a mirror.. it hangs from the car window... sometimes reverred to as a rear view mirror... well it is still hanging on there... and i dont think it is going anywhere!!!
i got to see all of my family fri night... alisha was there with me. it was simply amazing.
i did a project to with pictures to try to represnt myself through the pictures.... it was not as easy as you think... just sit down for a minute and try to reflect on who you are and what has made you this way...
i know this is short... but my mind is other places tonite
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so busy would be the way to describe life. had an amazing weekend. finally was able to put together a date with Alisha. so much planning and all that, but it was a good time. i feel like i havent been spending enough time on homework though. which worries me. thursday i think is going to be dedicated for that. i am not behind, just a little lost as to where i need to be for my classes.
scott and have been talking alot lately. which is always a good feeling. Mom is doing better. i wish she would slow down to let her self feel 100% instead of trying to please everyone.
Cassie and I have had the best game of phone tag going for the past two weeks. it is the most frustrating thing ever. Going from talking to her almost every day to if i am lucky once a week is a wierd change. but we both understand.
Alisha and I have been spending so much time together, but this week has been different. I dont really know how to put it, nor am i going to try, but i can say that i am super stoked about it. oh and for our date last night... she looked AMAZING!!!!
so i am pretty much done here....
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[02 Feb 2005|06:13pm] |
we all make em... we all need to learn how to forgive them.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOAH!!!!!!! 21... should be a good time for you. legal and all now.
finally got to talk to scott this week. that boy is rediculous... but he had a good time at Crystal MT. over the weekend. bitter sweet, or timber ridge or what ever it is called treated me alright. Alisha pretty much killed it all night. and Kat did pretty well too for her second time out.
I have gone to westwinds and looked at the rail for a couple of night now. tonite might be the night i go for it. i wish i could find other guys here in jackson that snowboarded and weren't tools about it. you all know what i am talking about... ride cause they think it is the "cool" thing to do... i pretty much hate those kids
Lucus said that he is riding in the park now... so props to him. the more he rides there the faster he is going to come back and put a class on how to ride the park for me.
to be honest though i am ready for the snow to melt and the lakes to unfreeze cause i am super amped to get out the boat and wakeboards again. i miss all the time with friends sitting in the boat and haveing a good time. it is not that snowboarding isnt fun or whatever, but in the boat you are with your friends, and snowbaording you are with your friends till you hop the edge and drop in. then it is just you and the hill... or in Lucus' case the mountain. not that there is anything wrong with it, but it is a way different way to hang out with your friends, and really who would wanna check out their girl dressed in snow gear if she could be in some hot board shorts and sexy top with tan lines... HOT HOT HOT...
oh and Tommy isn't going anywhere... so no worries...
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[30 Jan 2005|11:59pm] |
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So i have been snowboarding for a while now. each time i go it is different. the music you listen to the people you are with everthing affects how you ride, and how you feel about your riding. well the more time i spend on the board the more i am realizing that it doesnt matter what the other person thinks about your riding, cause no one should judge you on it. i ride because i can. i can express everyhting i feel through it. just like the wakeboard, only you are cold instead of warm it is a totally personal experiance. i always have fun riding with the different crews and people, but it always seems to boil down to how I think I rode, not their opinion of how i rode. this prolly makes no sense, but in my own little world it seems too.
Kyle called me the other night. he wont be getting a new board, and he is ready to come home, but i think he is staying till the end of march. he asked me how the MSU water ski team was doing, and i have no idea.
my advisor had lots of great news for me. i will be here way longer than i originally planned. but i think that this is for the best. i wont be student teaching until spring of 2007. that is a long ways away...good thing i am in no hurry...
anyways i miss summer. i miss it alot. i know that is a bad thing cause it is still january but it is the truth
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[24 Jan 2005|10:55pm] |
with or with out a label... she is amazing... even when i can be just stupid and everyhting that makes guys guys... she is amazing... i am learning... but it seems like it is so slow yet so fast...
scott has been calling me a lot lately... i am sorta worried about him... i think he is taking on to much and is stressed out. i wish i could see him more... he called me tonite.. and was like dude you sound bummed... and i kinda explained what happened and he laughed at me... said you need to not be a little kid... then told me a beer would solve it...i laughed... and to be honest it would be amazing.. a single beer to relax me....
he might have to go to cinicnate(sp) this weekend... but if he doesnt then maybe going up north... i dunno... i feel like i never get to just sit and rest when i am with scott.. but i am going to get my booster box from him, and hopefully my gloves too
the rest of the family is doign well... and Gramps is awesome....
anyways... i got a girl... i like her
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gramps had heart surgery(sp?) this past week and i finally get to go see him. scott and i are there like five minutes and the nurse comes in and gives him medication(sp) so that he will sleep and asked us to leave. it was a bummer but he looked amazing. he was alert and how gramps normally is. i cant wait for him to finish healing over the next 3 months so that we can play this summer. motorcycles and the boats. oh it is going to be fun.
scott told me he almost got arrested fri night. that boy... makes me worry so much, but all i can do is laugh at his stories cause they are just that crazy.
i got the new RC car body today. it took alot more time to paint than i thought it was going to. i never made it out to see my parents and i never made it back to school in time to see lish. and being the normal not thinking kinda guy i can be sometimes i didnt call anyone to tell them i wouldn't make it. both parties called leaving me messages telling me they were worried. so lesson of the day: if you arent going to make it to something you said you would. CAll and save yourself the bad call you have to make after the fact has happened... if that isnt comoon sense to you already!!!!
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[06 Jan 2005|06:12pm] |
broke another binding last nite... how crappy is that? the antelope pretty much killed it though.... the rest of us looked squirlly... but she held it down...
new motor for the RC car is comeing tomorrow hopefully. the vette body will be here mondya... even more exciting i think... hopefully i can get it painted right away
Egan finally has had the time to hit me up.... it is good to talk to her and hear that conor and her are still solid.
i still havent taken the time to attempt to sell the scoobie. which sucks... but time free time is a challange...
lucus came out and rode with us last night... he is so much fun... i felt bad though cause he crashed here and my room was about 12 degrees. i am going to miss that boy...
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